Today..err..can't remember much.Oh yeah had english for first period.We had to do some story thing,and I thought that our story was pretty good.About a girl with a dark past who has split personality.Interesting?I know.Haha me and christine were bombarding Jolene with ideas.We were just talking fast and spouting ideas,while she was trying to take it all down.Yeah then had history when I had no idea where the heck I left my workbook.I suppose it's at home,and I bought in on Monday.Is it my fault if he didn't come on Monday when he was supposed to?Okay fine I am just trying to push the blame away from me.Had maths and I was pretty pissed with the GSO.He just took out his own book and rattled questions off.Like whoa..pardon us if we can't keep up because you just gave us about a second to grab our books.I was damn irritated.I always get very pissed at such things.It just awakens this urge in me to hit and punch something.Seriously.And I couldn't stand the heck-care attitude.Like 'whether you get the questions or not is none of my problem.what matters is that I've already given them,so you can just go and rot away.'Yeah..damn irritating.
Had literature..which was pretty okay.I suppose.Went through Roll of Thunder,and I realize it's a lot harder to take notes,and because it is a way thicker book than Animal Farm,there will be lots of hard work done when taking down notes.It's more more itneresting though,and that's a plus point.But the downside is that Ms Lavina is becoming more strict.And yes,I think it's also very -argh-.Geog was practically the only okay lesson.The teacher is quite nice,and I can slack.But of course,I realized I forgot to bring the Geog books.I am resigned to fate.And I have arrived at the conclusion that my handwriting is horrible and is just going to stay that way.MT..er..went through the gonghan format.Was abit boring and stuff.Yeah then had training.
I think it was quite okay.We threw at the tennis courts area and I think I didn't do particularly badly.Was a short training.I have to mend my spikes by sunday.Is it possible?Ah well..I have to try anyway.Otherwise will have to use my masking taped spikes for competition.
Okay from events today and in the past,I have realized that I don't like losing.Yes...I hate being the weaker one.I get very irritated at myself when I lose or have my weaknesses very obviously shown.Yah okay I shall have to end soon because I want to watch Euro 2004!!I missed like 1/2 an hour already.I shall elaborate further on this next time.
And I think she cried.Could see signs of tears.Although she probably wouldn’t ever see this,but all I have to say is this ‘It’s over.Let it go and look ahead.’ Yes..I have an idea of what happened.Just leave it and don’t let it weigh you down…She was trying to be her normal self and cheerful and stuff.Well I hope she gets over it.Yarh..argh…don’t cry… I doubt the people reading will know who I'm talking about,since nobody who knows her reads this.Yeah...[LINE] [When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me]
