Okay I am fucking pissed now.My pathetic brother just deleted all my fucking mp3 files off the bloody comp.I am so fucking pissed at his fucking stupidity.I can't even recover the fucking files.It took me a fucking long time to get all of them,and the best fucking part is that he didn't even ask my fucking opinion before he deleted them.Thanks man.I just feel like heaving the damn keyboard at him.Or maybe I should try taking a knife and stabbing something to satisfy my anger.I am in a very fucked up mood now and I will seriously screw the next turd who comes to piss me off.I can't even vent my anger or display it.ARGH fuck.I just feel like punching something using all my strength.who cares if it hurts.It will take my mind off this stupid fucking thing.I just want to fucking kill somebody.Bloody hell.I spent a freaking long time collecting all the files and he just fucking deletes it because the connection is slow for his game.I might actually feel better if he had used his damned brains and asked me beforehand.It's called basic courtesy,and then things wouldn't end up like this.You may of course think I'm over-reacting,and I won't stop you from thinking that way,since you are obviously entitled to your own opinions.I seriously couldn't care less about what you're thinking.You can think I'm childish and just throwing a stupid tantrum over nothing.Go ahead.I won't stop you,and I will not stop in my tracks to justify my actions to you.Stop reading if you want to.It's a free country.
Okay I shall try and get over it.It will take some time though,because I can't get over the damn fact that everything I've done for the past few months has just been deleted.It was the result of a few months' work god dammit.I had competition today.Did PB.Wasn't very good though.Got 5th for both open and under 17.The Tanglin people were good.Their throwing techniques are different from ours though.Theirs are more individualized,while ours all the same.But I feel their technique is abit weird.Of course,I think they find our technique weird.There was this girl,I don't know what her name is-her mumber tag is 932.Her throws were very nice.At least they had a very nice flight.Our competitors were all from Tanglin I think.940(I think her name was meiling or something like that),was also very good.She's in sec 1 and her PB is 21m.She got 3rd and she reminds me of Amelia lol.Very chatty and friendly and blah blah.Okay 932(really sorry but I don't know her name) got first,Amelia got 2nd and meiling got 3rd.It was the same for both the under-17 and open category.Oh yeah 937 was Amelia's SJ.Haha she looks very americanised.Yapps.
Ahh..before we went for the competition,me and Amelia were watching the Taekwando grading that was going on in the Sports Hall.Brings back memories lol.I remember last time I was so intimidated by the size of the sports hall.Going back there after like 5 years,the sports hall seems so horrible small.And I don't know why they always hold in in Toa Payoh Sports Hall.The place seemed to be so big last time.But now...can't believe I ever thought it was big.Then seeing those people do the grading,I started to have vague memories of how to do them.Haha but mostly forgotten already.
I am obsessed with My Immortal by Evanescence now.Reminds me of something and someone and some events that happened.I'm listening to it on repeat over and over again.The lyrics are really nice,and I can't get over how coincidental that I am starting to like it now-when stuff is happening.It so describes everything nicely.
I have about 3 hours to go before the final match of Euro 2004 starts.I am quite neutral towards both teams,but I support the underdogs.Haha go Greece!But Portugal seems to have a higher chance of winning.Greece just has a really tight defence,but they don't play like extremely extremely well.I think one of their strengths is the really good teamwork they have,so their deence is strong.Portugal will need to score very early in the match,if they want to win.The longer the match drags on,the more confidence the Greeks will have.Ahh..but half of me wants Greece to defy all odds and create history.Well...the results will be our later.[LINE] [Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it.Impossible is not a fact.It's an opinion.Impossible is not a declaration.It's a dare.Impossible is potential.Impossible is temporary.[i][b]Impossible is nothing.[/b][/i]]~Adidas I like this quote alot.It's inspirational.
